Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Good thought for the day

Candice sent this to me in an e-mail.  I thought it was great.  I only hope I can not only remember to finish my own race but to inspire my children to finish theirs as well.  I cried - I am a sap :)

The Race

"Quit, give up, you're beaten"
They shout at you and plead
"There's just too much against you
This time you can't succeed".

And as I start to hang my head
In front of failures face
My downward fall is broken by
The memory of a race

And hope refills my weakened will
As I recall that scene
Or just the thought of that short race
Rejuvenates my being

Children’s race, young boys
Young men, how I remember well
Excitement sure, but also fear
It wasn't hard to tell

They all lined up so full of hope
Each thought to win that race
Or tie for first, or if not that
At least take second place

The fathers watched from off the side
Each cheering for his son
And each boy hoped to show his dad
That he could be the one

The whistle blew and off they went
Young hearts and hopes afire
To win and be the hero there
Was each young boys desire

And one boy in particular
Whose dad was in the crowd
Was running near the lead and thought
"My dad will be so proud"

But as they speeded down the field
Across a shallow dip
The little boy who thought to win
Lost his step and slipped

Trying hard to catch himself
With hands flew out to brace
And amid the laughter of the crowd
He fell flat on his face

But as he fell his dad stood up
And showed his anxious face
Which to the boy so clearly said
"Get up and win the race"
He quickly rose, no damage done
Behind a bit that's all
And ran with all his might and mind
To make up for the fall

So anxious to restore himself
To catch up and to win
His mind went faster than his legs
He slipped and fell again

He wised then that he had quit before
With only one disgrace
"I'm hopeless as a runner now
I shouldn't try to race"

But in the laughing crowd he searched
And found his fathers face
That steady look which said again
"Get up and win the race"

So up he jumped to try again
Ten yards behind the last
If I'm going to gain those yards he though
I've got to move real fast

Exerting everything he had
He regained eight or ten
But trying hard to catch the lead
He slipped and fell again

Defeat, he lay there silently
A tear dropped from his eye
There's no sense running anymore
Three strikes, I'm out, why try?

The will to rise had disappeared
All hope had fled away
So far behind so error prone
A loser all the way

"I've lost, so what", he thought
I'll live with my disgrace
But then he thought about his dad
Whom soon he'd have to face

"Get up" the echo sounded low
"Get up" and take your place
You were not meant for failure here
"Get up", and win the race

With borrowed will "Get up" it said
"You haven't lost at all"
For winning is no more than this
To rise each time you fall

So up he rose to run once more
And with a new commit
He resolved, that win or lose
At least he shouldn't quit

So far behind the others now
The most he'd ever been
Still he'd give it all he had
And run as though to win

Three times he'd fallen, stumbling
Three times he'd rose again
Too far behind to hope to win
He still ran to the end

They cheered the winning runner
As he crossed the line first place
Head high and proud and happy
No falling, no disgrace

But when the fallen youngster
Crossed the line, last place
The crowd gave him the greater cheer
For finishing the race

And even though he came in last
With head bent low, unproud
You would have thought he'd won the race
To listen to the crowd

And to his dad he sadly said
"I didn't do too well"
"To me you won", his father said
"You rose each time you fell"

by D. H. Groberg

Back Home - Safe and Sound


My Big Brother is finally back home from Iraq after being gone for a year.  It is good to know he is back in the states all safe and sound.  Now this picture looks complete.  It actually makes me cry a little.  I called him on Father's Day and asked if he had four beautiful girls attached to his hip since he has been home, he proudly replied - YEP!  I am so happy for their sweet family.  Candice - you have done an amazing job being a single mom for the past year. I love you guys so dang much!!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Addison's 7 month photo shoot


We tried and tried to get these done for a good month and a half maybe but the darn spring here would not cooperate.  It was cold, windy, rainy and snowy our entire springtime, so we missed the awesome spring flowers but decided to go out to Antelope Island to take some photos.  It is pretty to look at but the bugs were horrible.  They were everywhere.  It was kind of a fiasco but we got some cute photos anyway.  (Well you put peanut in front of a camera and you have a cute photo)

Mamma's little helpers

I tell everyone how much easier it is this go around having a baby.  The combo of me being older and oh so much more wise, and having two awesome helpers, it is more than just easier, it is down right fun having a baby around.  I love watching the boys with her.  We are all still so much in love with her.  I am grateful for every moment!

Braiden just finished giving her her last bottle before bedtime.  Sleepy little sweetheart!

Schooooools out for Summer!

Well, we made it another year through school.  The boys both improved their grades even during the 4th quarter.  Kuddos kiddos, that is hard when you have spring fever.  Although our spring was so wacky this year it still felt like a mild winter rather than spring.

But now, ahhhh, it is "summertime, where the livin's easy"  I plan on having a great summer with the kids.  I thankfully am only working part time right now so we get to play, play, play!!

These pics are day one of summer vacation.  Where were we, yep you guessed it, the pool of course!

Braiden jumpin off the high dive

This is Addison's first pool experience, well I guess that is not true, she put her toes in Grandpa's back in January.  She did not like it then but she sure did now.  She tried to swim.  Little legs kickin like a cute froggie, and yes there was yelling, her favorite pasttime.

She really does not like the bright sunlight in her little peepers.